HOPDATE!!!!

Roiiiteee! Soooo what has been happening!!! I have been under a lot of pressure mentally to make a few possibly life altering decisions. put a post about the HSM competition before rite? Well...i would have had to give up 7 weeks of work (consecutive weeks btw) to go on at boot camp! Now i didnt know which 1 to do...follow a dream that still had its uncertainties 4 me...or stick to a plan that i had managed to make after a lot of heavy thinking when i first moved back! I had advice from soo many places "Tola follow ur dreamz...this cud b ur big break...its just 7 weeks for the opportunity of a life time..." Then i finally spoke to my dad who talked to me for almost an hour and then some...we argued, i cried, he said some things...he went out and i sat down and thought...this man isnt saying i shudnt sing...he wants me 2 have some sort of focus and he doesnt think i have any at the moment...and i know with what im doing now business wise..even tho im not happy about it atm i had a plan... As for singing...i would create more opportunities for myself for any big break i should have if i shud have any at all! Im not dead/ dying thanks to God...and i shud not have to give up work/one plan i have made just yet Yes i say give up work because really and truly no one gets 7 weeks of leave from work....and there were too many uncertainties surrounding my going on to boot camp. Yes it was the safer choice and i feel like a pussy as always cuz Lord knows i wanted to take a risk for once in my bloody life...but i felt soooo much better after making the decision! It felt like a major weight had been lifted! I was not 100% happy but i could breathe easy...all of a sudden. I prayed and i felt ok.
So im still at work but my brain is working. Now something awesome happened on the day i was supposed to go to bootcamp. Obviously i came to work instead and i had to interview someone. Very courteous guy....well spoken. I was asking him different questions and i think this is the only interview ihave conducted that i got chills...like goose bumps every where...his passion for wht he wanted to do the plans he had made...and he just reminded me of the passion i had for what im doin now in the first place! Like i was sooo inspired! This guy got a 3rd class in uni...but he believes sooo much in what he is gunning for...WOW! If i had gone to boot camp i may have been inspired there...but i wouldnt have gotten that! That just brightened my whole day and sort of confirmed to me i had made the right choice...
Then last night...my dad sends me a message saying i shud tune in to some radio station and i thot it was for music so i did...this woman was having a talk show on whether parents should decide the career path of their kids... Ths is me thinking ok my dad just wanted 2 buttress the point he made when we had the argument concerning what i wanted to do...only for the man to call in!!! I was just screaming! e said the same things he said to me to the lady and i was just shouting at my own end...wondering hw sneaky my dad can be! He now called me and was just laughing...i now said infact i am going to call in too! So i did...he was home alredi by then and it snot like as if my dad where still at logger heads or anything...i just wanted 2 put the point of passion forward...how that had to be considered! Yes i know in this current age economic/commercial value of what you are dong has to be taken into consideration but if u do what u enjoy hu says you would not break that barrier. I told her i wanted 2 sing then she asked me to...ON FLIPPIN RADIO! well i did and she seemed impressed...and apparently so was my dad! :D :D :D :D YAAAY! She was like wow ok give the fone to ur dad (yea i told her my dad had called earlier) and then he said the smae thing and that was that....was pretty funny tho...really warm moment to if i might add...sigh...his wife needs to come back home soon tho....
Wow u guys guess what....this post was not soggy!!! Well it had nothing to do with any guy!!! Awesomeness! Thank u Jesus! We r movin on up! BOOOYAKASHAAA!!!
Ok i have to go now..the enough is enough rally is in Lagos 2day and i really wnt 2 go! I am so xcited 2 b a part of this movt in this my rudderless ship of a country...God pls help us be the change and make this change!!! Amen!!!