I am just feeling the need to be found this morning....am i lost?? Being lazy?? Am i slipping...yea that i know. Y am i not stopping myself though/ Sometimes i think i need a hard hit to wake up...or someone should please just find me...
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Come Find Me
I am just feeling the need to be found this morning....am i lost?? Being lazy?? Am i slipping...yea that i know. Y am i not stopping myself though/ Sometimes i think i need a hard hit to wake up...or someone should please just find me...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Dont say it if you know you cant take it....or if you dont mean it...please
"Loose lips sink ships...especially those finding it hard to sail already" I obviously added the end bit myself... Dunno how much more of this i can take...im becoming weary and to think its just to close to me to get away from just yet...been tearing at me for years...and contrary to what many think..im not the better or stronger for it...
Monday, May 10, 2010
HAHAHA!!!
I tend to think i am like this most times...my mum nd dad see me like this as well...goin in the opposite direction looking like a freak....only to those going in the other direction tho...people that can see me are right behind me..thus coming with me...or going where i am going...so they understand me...and i look normal enough to them....i think...
All join...all na road!!! I make my way you make yours...cant be the same :)
Grey....
I am now thinking of what photo to put with this post.... YUP found it....saw many i could have put up...but i saw this and was like yea...thats me right there...the mood...the current situation...all shades of grey....
Ok being single is beginning to get to me and not in the way it usually would...as in almost every ones relaitonship that i know of is not enviable...as in where have all the enviable relationships gone?? Like i am not crazy about being alone but its beginning to look like i wudnt be happier if i was with someone else. OK thats being dumb...i would be if i wanted to as happiness is a choice one makes...but serrsli...i look at some or most of my girlfriends in relationships and they r probably happy most times but when they r mad i get soooo upset...either its a possessive boyfriend, a condescending boyfriend, a non challant boyfriend, a two timer, a daft two timer, one that just plays with the babes intelligence...and im like WTFH!!!
However, could it be this singledom makin me seem like a downer...or a jealous bitch ( as some people could term me if i continue in this way) it might...so i have decided to shut up...cuz i feel bad! Im sure i have reached he stage where they dont want to tell me anything again sef...sigh...i know it has nothin to do with standards cuz mine or not worth going by...getn better on that front tho...or worse...that is a post for another day...
As in i have never understood the whole asking ur other half to go out 4 instance...guy or girl! Let me know if you are going out...thats fine...i wont ask your permission but you would know where i am. When and if you put a ring on it ehen! I would now ask you to even take a shit...that would be the norm...i guess...
Thats just me sha... i dunno...
Ok being single is beginning to get to me and not in the way it usually would...as in almost every ones relaitonship that i know of is not enviable...as in where have all the enviable relationships gone?? Like i am not crazy about being alone but its beginning to look like i wudnt be happier if i was with someone else. OK thats being dumb...i would be if i wanted to as happiness is a choice one makes...but serrsli...i look at some or most of my girlfriends in relationships and they r probably happy most times but when they r mad i get soooo upset...either its a possessive boyfriend, a condescending boyfriend, a non challant boyfriend, a two timer, a daft two timer, one that just plays with the babes intelligence...and im like WTFH!!!
However, could it be this singledom makin me seem like a downer...or a jealous bitch ( as some people could term me if i continue in this way) it might...so i have decided to shut up...cuz i feel bad! Im sure i have reached he stage where they dont want to tell me anything again sef...sigh...i know it has nothin to do with standards cuz mine or not worth going by...getn better on that front tho...or worse...that is a post for another day...
As in i have never understood the whole asking ur other half to go out 4 instance...guy or girl! Let me know if you are going out...thats fine...i wont ask your permission but you would know where i am. When and if you put a ring on it ehen! I would now ask you to even take a shit...that would be the norm...i guess...
Thats just me sha... i dunno...
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
U see what they wrote in this foto...its cute..its nice to say...its encouraging too! U know its great to hear it when you are in a good mood...
When im sad however and i hear these things...is it not because i dont really believe in this that im upset and think the universe is against me that im sad in the first place?!!
Anyway speak positive rite?? YEEAAAAAA Lets go! "I beleieve in pink! I believe that laughing is the...."
These are the things that excite me!
I cant explain the excitement when i see things like this...i jus get so hyper...im shufflin in my office chair now...apart from the fact that i am listenin to music...im just soo giddy! I am not strange...im just not like you! Hehehe
I see things like this when i close my eyes...a lil more abstract tho...
Pretty cool huh...plus its purple...that was my fave color...dunno what it is now cuz i just luv color clash...my dad thinks i hit my head as a kid when no one was looking...
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