Overwhelmed!!!

O wow! People have been reading my blog!!!! And commenting!!!! And best of all relating nd giving advice!! As in wow! These are the things that make me smile!! I promise you guys that my blog would seize to be soggy as soon as possible! It shall be about happy tingzz! Of which we gats be grateful o! As in if u woke up this morning and didnt have to look for money to get from point A to B! Or that you woke up with the same thing on your mind from the night before _"How am i going to pay these people back?" Or things that would genuinely make you look over your shoulder or ignore calls 4 like really really serious reasons! If you didnt pay a dime to get through school praise Jehovah!
My help her name is Beauty...is Ghanaian. Grew up in Ghana without any of the spoons that give you an advantage in her mouth. After some years in high school her parents sent her to Lagos to her uncle to continue cuz he said he could pay. She got here o! Excited and knowing Beauty im sure she got lost a few times...confused as always (you gotta luv her...plus if u give her small space she will TALK! Woyoyoy! U dont even have to be listening! Anyway im the only 1 there 4 her so i give her the ear she needs) anticipating meeting the extended fam and making plans 2 start school in Lagos.
Poor girl said when she got here her uncle blatantly refused!!!! She begged and said she would work but he didnt let her! HAAA! Ok she said computer school would suffice! She would manage! Obviously my girl really wanted to learn but the guy said hell no! Ah! He didnt let her get a phone because he felt she would use it and report to her parents or something! See wickedness o! I dont know the resolve they came to..my granny's cook somehow hooked her up with us and now she is our help beauty! 20 years old..trying to make a way 4 herself in this cruel world...confused as ever but waking up everyday! Helping me iron when i cnt b bothered...or quickly make egg in th morning b4 i zip 2 work (yea if my parents find tht she is doin these things 4 me they may flip...dont ask..they just think im really spoilt...i wonder where they got that idea from *iConfuse*) taking the verbal abuse from my mum...(my mum has some hot ass disses men nd she hates when ppl r slow...she has also been spoilt by hvn excllent help in the past she is finding it difficult 2 cope wiv mediocre...cant blame my mum much then!)
My point is...i know we all have our stories nd stuff...nd we think we are the toilets and the shit is on us! However!!! People would give heaven and earth to be where you are now!Yes u have probably heard this a million times but men! With The killings in Jos, earthquakes everywhere (well almost), random deaths...i dont know if its age making me realise these things more but...LIFE IS SHORT O!!! Nd unless u have a terminal disease u r not really expecting death! COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS!! No seriously take a lil time out rite now...and count them! If you can count 1! You have been truly blessed cuz there are some people that have been seriously blinded by the tears and the 180 degree change (from bad to WORST...yes i said worst)in their state of living! Jesus i thank you for all you have given me that i know i do not deserve any more than those that do not have them especially as i am no better! Forgive me for all the trivial complaints i make cuz of my short sightedness and my lack of faith and the real sens of love! Lord help me understand what it all means and act accordingly...in Jesus name...Amen
Well im not gonna say if u dont say that prayer and pass it on to 365 people, ur generation will suffer and you will have scoliosis...just say it...
I meant to blog about somn else...some random stuff inspired by a good friends post...but men...im sure it wud have ben a sad post like the rest! Of which im beginnin to think people see me as quite the pathetic soul...NO O!!! I just bruise easily...and tho healing takes a while....it does happen....