First things first this blog entry is dedicated to Temiloluwa Popoola! *kisses boo*
WOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!! It been a while men! Happy new year! Been meaning to blog but for some reason im only comfortable doing that on my office chair and i only just got back on it yesterday....and yea that story is long. Been through cramps at christmas and full blown tonsilitis during new years....rubbish and nonsense and all my "oboto oyinbo" friends are going back and i havent been able to see them. So much for making plans....sigh...
There has been an engagement ceremony, a wedding, a barbeque, a nite out, cramps, tonsilitis, an amazing kiss, heart break, (my nations president has been M.I.A during all this btw) ....and so on.... and that is all....
Lmao! Imagine if that was how my blog was! Lmao jokes! With just one follower i cant play such games! Hehehe! Here goes the detail...but first the toilet paper in my office bathroom really isnt user friendly! Goooossh!!! I have been bruised (sorry for sharing i just had to).
Engagement and wedding....AWESOME!!!! Even though i was stressed i loved it! My cousin got married...she looked sooooo beautiful...made me want to get married. Just saying marriage is amazing in the sense of what its supposed to be but what it actually is....what i have seen...let just say i have very little faith in the institution...then again it is what you make it isnt it....well thats a story/blog entry for another day... Why did i digress? Lets just say i ccaught the bouquet....effortlessly...i just raised my hands! I was spooked for a little bit definately then it was a joke, well kind of....because all my aunts coming up and saying congratulations and asking for the boyfriend (inexistent as we both know) and telling me about how they got married pretty close to my age and things....i cant lie im a little worried. Im not in a rush and i used to love the idea of marriage...but i think i did for the wrong reasons...have some serious growing up to do before that happens or i would end up like i dont want to...miserable and married....the status of sooo many married women today i must say! This is still another blog entry for another day! *i feel bloated*
Barbeque at my cousins house (not the one that got married) another one... it was crazy as well! Saw some twitter buddies i had neva seen in person and others that i had. Was helping fam out as usual serving chicken and shit....i like forming "Ms. Activity" it makes me tired but i still like it *events manager no?? maybe...* Anyway....drinking away when i had the chance and he came! Yes my crush i have kept buried in my heart...i had already seen him this holiday though b ut it feels soooo new everytime we do....even though we talk an awful lot *i can be such a school gurl...FFS!* But yea....i was uber excited as always! Trying not to be over bearing...let him out of my sight and then let him back in....try not to watch when he is talking to other women...get him everything he wanted....LoL...i meant food and drink people! Dirty kids! Then it was me and him time.... YEZZUUURRR!!! Ofcourse i kissed him....well he kissed me and i didnt refuse it...and i didnt feel bad about it! Maybe just cause it was good....great...AMAZEBALLS! lol....couldnt go any further....made sure i didnt...for my own sake. LoL. He turns me inside out that man (yea i have been making this conscious effort to refer to my guy friends as men as opposed to boiz which is still second nature to me...nd them lol....ego booster is me...*bite me*).
My gurls came home...well a lot of my friends really! So we went out one nite...men christmas is a time to party hard!!! All clubs packed! That has the potential to ruin a nite out...we spent most of the nite n the car looking for a reasonable place to have a good time! *NowPlaying wine am for me- piper ft. terry G! Luv this tune! Sigh...i wish i could dance now but im in the office....wiv no ceilings...hehehe. Gash i have been sooo bad of recent! Hot and bothered as well...i cant understand the sudden rise of this need of recent...and its pretty constant...is this how pervs feel? Or guys generally.... I digress once again...
I saw him again on this nite and we danced....properly! Woop! Im in heavy lust! FYI a mover...not necessarily a hot stepper but a mover....gets me...especially if i have been gotten before....WOOOOSHHH!!! No kissing for me tho...woiiii *perspiration*
As for heartbreak...that guy that really liked me or so...started making me feel uncomfortable...it wasnt fun...at all...he noticed and i suggested we just became friends....he didnt take it to well but im better than the idiot that ditched me...i had the decency to discuss it...and understand there would be consequences and not push till after for a friendship of some sort....not act like nothing happened. I feel good about myself....what was in my control i was responsible for and what was inevitable i was responsible for as well....
Im going through a phase atm...dunno what its about....lukn forward to my next entry... :)
*Amazeballs*- I luuvvv it, lol.
ReplyDeleteHonestly think this 'phase' is the beginning of the rest of your life...WHY? The last point you made about being in control, realising that actions have consequences and in that doing the right thing...Everytime you say you think you need to grow up, you should realise that you already are (I sound like such a fag). Love the blog.x